September 8
Dear Diary,
It's been a long time since I talked to you, but a lot is on my mind. School has started and I am still a virgin - technically anyway. I must be one of the last virgins at our school. Judy, my best friend, did it this summer at computer camp with one of the other counselors. The way she described every little detail I knew it had to be true, leaving me the last remaining virgin I know.
My basic problem is that I'm too shy and too much of a bookworm. I don't get out much because my parents are so strict. Every time a guy starts to flirt with me I freeze up, giggle and turn red. I'm not ugly or anything - my mom says I'm pretty - and I think I have a decent body. Judy says that if she had my looks and body she'd get laid (she uses the "f" word) every night, and I'm sure she would.
Oh Diary, what am I going to do? Even though I'm still a virgin I must be oversexed. I think about sex all the time. Of course, Judy doesn't help. I still remember that day I stopped by her house and she held up two big plastic penises. Judy told me it was time to lose our virginity, and then turned on this really nasty videotape. I sat there absolutely mesmerized. I knew a little about sex, but nothing like what I saw. At first I was shocked. I told Judy it was gross and thought about leaving. Something stronger held me there and kept my eyes glued to the screen. I watched girls do things I didn't even know were possible, to one or more guys and to each other.
I had never seen a man's penis, much less a hard one. I started to get this terrible tingling between the legs and wanted to touch myself badly. I resisted as long as I could even though I noticed Judy had her hand in her jeans, which somehow turned me on even more. Suddenly my head started to spin and my body started trembling. I grabbed the couch and thrust my hips forward as ripples of pleasure surged through me. I was gushing juices like crazy and could feel my panties getting soaked.
When it was over I was really embarrassed. Judy said she had never seen anyone have an orgasm without any touching. Then she stripped off her jeans and told me she would demonstrate how to use our little "friend". Hers was blue plastic and about eight or nine inches long. She invited me to join her but I was still too embarrassed. I didn't leave either because I wanted to watch more of the movie. I kept sneaking glances at Judy who had propped her legs up on the couch and was rubbing the blue thing across her mound. I had never seen her naked and noticed how red and hairy she was down there compared to me. She lifted her butt off the couch and I could see the blue thing go inside her. She only had a little bit in her and was moving it all around while she rotated herself against it. It was really hot, and between watching Judy and the video I could feel another tingling building between my legs.
Judy was getting close to an explosion herself. That's when she grabbed the blue monster (we named it that) with both hands, pulling it out and shoving it in very hard. She let out a squeal and more of it disappeared inside her. She slid down on the couch and kept slamming it in and out until her face scrunched up and she screamed out as if in pain. Her body thrashed about as she kept slamming the blue monster deeper and deeper into her belly. She finally collapsed and slumped lifeless onto the couch.
I needed to touch myself desperately or I was going to die. I picked up my little friend (which was also nine inches but red) and slipped it inside the leg of my loose fitting shorts. When I pressed it against my panties, I hit my sensitive spot sending jolts through me up to my head. On the video there was a blond bouncing up and down on this guy's huge penis. The camera focused in on her butt. I could see him slide in and out of her as she lifted up and slammed down over and over.
I wanted to be her so badly. I leaned forward, lifted my butt off the couch, pulled my panties to the side and slipped "Big Red", as we named it later, into my opening. Holding it firmly underneath me, I pressed down against it. It slid into me until it hit some resistance. I lifted up and slammed down, squealing as I felt a little pinch. Then it slid deep inside me. I continued bouncing up and down on it while watching the girl on the video do the same. When the guy doing her pulled out and shot his stuff all over her butt, I exploded like never before. I was gasping for air as I kept gushing over and over, unable to stop slamming myself onto Big Red. I don't know how long it went on, but when I finished my shorts were a mess and I was exhausted.
Judy congratulated me on losing my cherry, but we agreed that we were still virgins until we had a real penis inside. Judy had several videos, so I took one home and spent hours with Big Red pleasuring myself over and over. It became an obsession, and I would often do it as many as six or seven times a day. Just last week I worked up the nerve to put Big Red up my other hole after watching so many of the girls on the tape do it that way. I had done it with my finger in the bathtub, and even done both holes at the same time, but Big Red was so much bigger. It was uncomfortable at first, but now I get off just as easy that way. I wish I had a brother for Big Red so I could do front and back at the same time like the girls in the video.
September 13
Dear Diary,
It's been a week since school started and so much has happened. There is this new guy, Shane, who is a real hunk. He is in two of my classes. On several occasions our eyes met. He even said "Hi" to me a few times. I get all wet between the legs when I'm around him, and every time I use Big Red, which is all the time, I pretend it's Shane in me. Sometimes I even bring Big Red to school so I can get off in the bathroom between classes. I know, Diary, I'm shameless. Well, that's not really true because if it was I'd just walk up to him and tell him what I wanted. I'm just oversexed but shy.
Judy also had an interesting week, at least according to her version of events. She discovered it was a lot easier to get screwed if she lowered her standards. She got a ride home with Chet, a big chunky kid, after a chess club meeting. They started talking about all the popular couples at school and speculating as to whether they were "doing it". Judy told him that you didn't have to be popular to get laid (she used the "f" word being the trash mouth that she is) and then blurted out that she lost her virginity that summer. I would have been so embarrassed, but not Judy.
He defended his manhood and quickly disclaimed his virginity. Judy dared him to prove it. They climbed in the back seat and she quickly unzipped him. She used her hand to make him hard then told him to put on a condom. She slipped off her jeans and panties, swung her leg over Chet, placed his penis at her opening and lowered herself onto him. She told me he only lasted thirty-second before he grunted and emptied himself into his condom. Since he didn't have another condom, Judy made him finger her to a less than satisfying orgasm.
Judy was really horny. When they stopped to get a soda she saw Freddy, a tall skinny kid with zits. She ditched Chet and asked Freddy to take her for a ride. She asked him to pull behind a deserted building and coaxed him into the back seat. They started kissing. Judy rubbed her hand over his hardness, then slipped her jeans down to her knees. She guided his hand into her panties, moving his fingers up and down her slit until he got the rhythm. While Freddy was pumping his fingers in and out of her hole she unzipped him and pulled out what she described as a "monster penis", although she used different words.
Judy pumped her hand up and down his large organ. She said that she could barely wrap her fingers around it. He continued to pump his fingers in and out of her womanhood. She asked him if he had a condom, but he didn't. Judy decided she didn't care. She pulled off her jeans, straddled his lap and guided his "monster" into her steamy opening. She said she had to bounce up and down on him several times before she could feel him slide deep inside her. The pressure was too much for her. She lost control. Her whole body started shaking as she squealed and screeched uncontrollably. She said she could feel herself gushing like never before as he continued to plow deeper and deeper into her belly.
What she did next really shocked me. She climbed off him and put his large penis in her mouth. She said it stretched her lips, but she was eventually able to get about half of him in her mouth. She tried to remember how the girls in the video did it. Apparently she was successful. He only lasted a minute before shooting his stuff into her mouth. Judy told me there was so much of it that it spilled from her lips. Then she swallowed the rest. It sounded gross, but she said it tasted okay, and that it was a real turn-on to feel his stuff squirting in her mouth. Anyway, Judy invited Freddy over to her place this afternoon. She has a whole box of condoms and plans to put a big dent in it.
Oh, Diary, I could never be like Judy. I'm too shy. I'd do it with Shane in a heartbeat, but I don't think he'll ever ask me out. I guess Big Red will have to keep me satisfied, and I have to admit he's doing a pretty good job. Every morning when I wake up I take Big Red out of my bedside stand, rub him over my nipples and put him in my mouth. I even learned how to open my throat and swallow most of Big Red, just like the girls in the videos. After that I rub him across my mound and over my slit until I become wet enough to put him in me. Once Big Red is all the way in me I go wild slamming him in and out while rubbing my little nub with the other hand. It doesn't take long before I am gushing juice all over Big Red, my hand and the sheets.
Well, Diary, that's just the beginning of the day. Sometimes I have enough time to do it again after breakfast and before I have to leave for school. Since I almost always wear dresses (my mother thinks jeans make me look like a tramp), it's easy to slip my panties to the side and shove Big Red in my hole until I gush. Of course, this also means I have to go to school with damp panties.
If I'm not doing anything after school, I usually rush home and pleasure myself with Big Red before my parents get home. It's during these afternoon sessions that I get really nasty. First I take it into my mouth, pretending it belongs to Shane. I work it down my throat. Then I slip a hand between my legs and start rubbing myself through my panties, again pretending it's Shane doing it to me. I begin to gush almost immediately and have to take Big Red from my mouth as I gasp for air.
I remove my soaked panties and strip in front of the mirror on the back of my door. I love looking at my body and watching while I touch myself. I slip Big Red between my legs and start kissing myself. Well, Diary, that's when I get really nasty and start talking dirty just like the girls in the video. I say things like "shove your cock up my hot pussy" and "fuck me like a whore". I yell at him to "fuck me harder" and "deeper". When I get ready to gush I yell out "Oh God, I'm cumming. fuck me. fuck me". The worst part is that I like talking dirty. It makes me even more excited.
The other thing I really like is watching Big Red slide in and out of my cunt (oh, Diary, I hope you don't mind my using words like this - it'll be our secret). After doing - fucking - myself standing, I pull a chair up to the mirror and lift my legs up in the air. I can see my pussy open wide and glistening among the soft brown curls surrounding it. I use my fingers to open it and watch my little nub stand up. I pull out Big Red and rub him along my gash and over my clit until I'm all gooey. Then I watch as Big Red spreads my fleshy lips apart and enters my steamy hole. I shove it in deep and leave it there, swirling it around inside me. I can feel it deep in my belly and try to imagine how far inside me it is by looking at my stomach. Then I start fucking myself, changing the angle that I use to shove it in me. This time when I gush I can actually see the juice pouring from my cunt (God I love saying that) and dripping from Big Red and my fingers.
Of course, the last time I use Big Red each day is when I am in bed and the lights are out. I get on my stomach and do myself from behind. Then I hold it under me and bounce up and down on it until I explode. Sometimes I grease it up with baby oil and fuck my ass while I finger my clit. Usually I fall asleep right afterwards, but sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and do it again.
So, Diary, that is a typical sex filled day for me. The only problem is the lack of a man. Will I ever lose my virginity?
September 16
Dear Diary,
Two exciting things happened today. After Geometry class Shane came up and started talking to me. I did my usual blush and stutter, but he just kept talking about how smart I was and how difficult the class is for him. Finally, he asked if I could come over next Tuesday afternoon and help him study for the exam. I just nodded, too stunned to say anything. He said he'd meet me after school in the parking lot.
I was so excited that I was really looking forward to going home and having a long nasty session with Big Red. That's when the second thing happened. Judy cornered me after school and asked me to come over. She said she needed help with something really important. Well, when we got to her room she gave me a video camera. She said Freddy was coming over and she wanted me to tape them having sex. She said I could hide in the closet which had a perfect view of the bed. I was about to object when the doorbell rang.
I quickly hid in the closet before Freddy and Judy came into the room. They stopped in front of the bed. Judy threw her hands around his neck, pressing her body against him and tongue kissing him. I put the camera to my eye and began taping. I played with the controls and was able to zoom in on their lips and tongues dancing with each other. I moved down their bodies and focused on her tight jeans. Her ass and hips were gyrating as she pressed her mound against him. He moved his hands down and cupped her cheeks, pulling her even tighter against him.
I zoomed out and watched her slide down his body until she was on her knees with her face pressed to his crotch. She unfastened his pants, pulling them down along with his Jockeys. I gasped as his monster was released from its prison. It was semi-hard and already as big as any I'd seen in the videos. Judy looked over at me and smiled. Keeping her eyes to the camera, she swirled her tongue around the bulbous head of his manhood before sucking it into her mouth.
I zoomed in on her face and watched him grow to full length between her lips. She kept sucking him trying to get more and more of him in her mouth. She was holding him with both hands and bouncing her head up and down over his shaft. He put his hands on the back of her head and started grunting, saying things like "yeah, baby, suck my cock" and "oh shit, here it comes". I could see him swell even bigger just as he let out a loud roar. Judy pulled him from her mouth and got blasted as his stuff shot up her nose and into her eye. She opened her mouth and stuck out her tongue. White goo kept squirting from his penis into her mouth and all over her tongue. When he was finished she swallowed it, then wiped her face with her fingers and licked them clean.
I had a hard time holding the camera steady. When he started shooting his goo all over Judy my pussy began to gush. I wasn't even touching myself. After she finished licking her fingers I put my hand between my legs to rub myself. My panties were soaked. I shuddered with a mini orgasm.
Judy told Freddy to take off his pants and get on the bed. His penis was lying on his stomach. Judy said she was going to do a little dance for him. Well, she put on quite a strip tease show and I taped the whole thing. Even though she's real skinny with small tits, she made it very sexy. She was dancing as much for the camera as for Freddy. When she peeled off her panties she stood right in front of the closet and bent over with her legs spread. I got a real good close-up of her bright red hairy pussy hanging under the cheeks of her ass. Then she reached between her legs and spread her pussy with her fingers so I could tape her juicy red lips.
While she was dancing Freddy's cock began to grow. I taped it as it moved along his stomach and began to straighten. When Judy was finished stripping, she climbed up on the bed with Freddy, then swung her leg over his head and lowered her hairy pussy to his face. He licked his tongue across her gash and shoved it up her hole, clamping his mouth over her mound. She ground her pussy against him and started pinching her puffy little nipples. I zoomed in on his mouth and tongue making love to her juicy gash. Judy started humping faster, and then squealed loudly as her pussy started gushing. I could see her juices dripping onto his chin and running down his cheeks.
Freddy's cock had grown to full length and was angled up from his body. Judy leaned forward and slipped it between her lips while keeping her pussy pressed to his mouth. They munched on each other like this for several minutes. It was so hot that I just had to touch myself. I kept taping while I slipped a hand into my panties and started fingering my clit. It didn't take long before I was gushing again. This time I had to bite my lip to keep from squealing out loud.
Judy pulled the box of rubbers from the bedside stand and unrolled one over Freddy's sizable cock. She straddled him with her knees and wedged the head of his monster between the lips of her pussy. She moved his cock back and forth across her gash and over her clit. It was quite a view from the closet where I was taping. The entire length of his cock was visible as it poked up into the hairy patch just below her ass cheeks. Slowly she sank down on it and I watched it disappear inside her. She lifted up and slammed back down on his throbbing manhood over and over, impaling herself deeper and increasing the pace on each thrust.
Judy leaned forward against Freddy and reached back with her hands, digging her fingers into the cheeks of her ass. I zoomed in and watched her pink asshole bounce up and down as his shaft slid in and out of her pussy. Every time she lifted up I could see the lips of her cunt gripping his rubber-covered cock tightly. She was really hot. His shaft glistened with her juices that were already spreading onto her thighs and over her asshole (god, I can't believe I'm using these words so freely). She had to be close to an orgasm. When I heard her scream and saw her clawing at the bed I knew I was right.
Next she had him fuck her dog style while she faced towards me. Although I couldn't see his cock slide in and out of her, I was able to capture her expressions of pleasure. She seemed to be in a steady state of orgasm. Her whole body shook each time he slammed into her. She was gasping for air and squealing with pleasure. Her eyes looked desperate. Then I heard him grunt and zoomed out. Judy collapsed onto her stomach screaming at the top of her lungs as he continued thrusting into her. I could see his cock thrusting up and down between her ass cheeks. He was on his knees above her with his arms to her sides propping up his upper body. He grunted repeatedly as he emptied himself into the condom buried deep in her belly.
I was desperate. My pussy needed a good thrashing but all I had was my fingers. Fortunately, Freddy finally rolled off Judy and left for the bathroom with the cum filled rubber hanging from his half limp cock. I rushed out of the closet and told Judy I needed the blue monster. Instead, she pulled out a 12-inch flesh colored rubber penis with grooves on the side. I sat on the bed pulled my panties to the side and fucked myself crazy until a huge orgasm came crashing down on me. I nearly blacked out. Judy started shaking me and said Freddy was coming back. I pulled the crotch of my panties over the end of the rubber penis and staggered back into the closet just in time.
Dear Diary,
It's been a long time since I talked to you, but a lot is on my mind. School has started and I am still a virgin - technically anyway. I must be one of the last virgins at our school. Judy, my best friend, did it this summer at computer camp with one of the other counselors. The way she described every little detail I knew it had to be true, leaving me the last remaining virgin I know.
My basic problem is that I'm too shy and too much of a bookworm. I don't get out much because my parents are so strict. Every time a guy starts to flirt with me I freeze up, giggle and turn red. I'm not ugly or anything - my mom says I'm pretty - and I think I have a decent body. Judy says that if she had my looks and body she'd get laid (she uses the "f" word) every night, and I'm sure she would.
Oh Diary, what am I going to do? Even though I'm still a virgin I must be oversexed. I think about sex all the time. Of course, Judy doesn't help. I still remember that day I stopped by her house and she held up two big plastic penises. Judy told me it was time to lose our virginity, and then turned on this really nasty videotape. I sat there absolutely mesmerized. I knew a little about sex, but nothing like what I saw. At first I was shocked. I told Judy it was gross and thought about leaving. Something stronger held me there and kept my eyes glued to the screen. I watched girls do things I didn't even know were possible, to one or more guys and to each other.
I had never seen a man's penis, much less a hard one. I started to get this terrible tingling between the legs and wanted to touch myself badly. I resisted as long as I could even though I noticed Judy had her hand in her jeans, which somehow turned me on even more. Suddenly my head started to spin and my body started trembling. I grabbed the couch and thrust my hips forward as ripples of pleasure surged through me. I was gushing juices like crazy and could feel my panties getting soaked.
When it was over I was really embarrassed. Judy said she had never seen anyone have an orgasm without any touching. Then she stripped off her jeans and told me she would demonstrate how to use our little "friend". Hers was blue plastic and about eight or nine inches long. She invited me to join her but I was still too embarrassed. I didn't leave either because I wanted to watch more of the movie. I kept sneaking glances at Judy who had propped her legs up on the couch and was rubbing the blue thing across her mound. I had never seen her naked and noticed how red and hairy she was down there compared to me. She lifted her butt off the couch and I could see the blue thing go inside her. She only had a little bit in her and was moving it all around while she rotated herself against it. It was really hot, and between watching Judy and the video I could feel another tingling building between my legs.
Judy was getting close to an explosion herself. That's when she grabbed the blue monster (we named it that) with both hands, pulling it out and shoving it in very hard. She let out a squeal and more of it disappeared inside her. She slid down on the couch and kept slamming it in and out until her face scrunched up and she screamed out as if in pain. Her body thrashed about as she kept slamming the blue monster deeper and deeper into her belly. She finally collapsed and slumped lifeless onto the couch.
I needed to touch myself desperately or I was going to die. I picked up my little friend (which was also nine inches but red) and slipped it inside the leg of my loose fitting shorts. When I pressed it against my panties, I hit my sensitive spot sending jolts through me up to my head. On the video there was a blond bouncing up and down on this guy's huge penis. The camera focused in on her butt. I could see him slide in and out of her as she lifted up and slammed down over and over.
I wanted to be her so badly. I leaned forward, lifted my butt off the couch, pulled my panties to the side and slipped "Big Red", as we named it later, into my opening. Holding it firmly underneath me, I pressed down against it. It slid into me until it hit some resistance. I lifted up and slammed down, squealing as I felt a little pinch. Then it slid deep inside me. I continued bouncing up and down on it while watching the girl on the video do the same. When the guy doing her pulled out and shot his stuff all over her butt, I exploded like never before. I was gasping for air as I kept gushing over and over, unable to stop slamming myself onto Big Red. I don't know how long it went on, but when I finished my shorts were a mess and I was exhausted.
Judy congratulated me on losing my cherry, but we agreed that we were still virgins until we had a real penis inside. Judy had several videos, so I took one home and spent hours with Big Red pleasuring myself over and over. It became an obsession, and I would often do it as many as six or seven times a day. Just last week I worked up the nerve to put Big Red up my other hole after watching so many of the girls on the tape do it that way. I had done it with my finger in the bathtub, and even done both holes at the same time, but Big Red was so much bigger. It was uncomfortable at first, but now I get off just as easy that way. I wish I had a brother for Big Red so I could do front and back at the same time like the girls in the video.
September 13
Dear Diary,
It's been a week since school started and so much has happened. There is this new guy, Shane, who is a real hunk. He is in two of my classes. On several occasions our eyes met. He even said "Hi" to me a few times. I get all wet between the legs when I'm around him, and every time I use Big Red, which is all the time, I pretend it's Shane in me. Sometimes I even bring Big Red to school so I can get off in the bathroom between classes. I know, Diary, I'm shameless. Well, that's not really true because if it was I'd just walk up to him and tell him what I wanted. I'm just oversexed but shy.
Judy also had an interesting week, at least according to her version of events. She discovered it was a lot easier to get screwed if she lowered her standards. She got a ride home with Chet, a big chunky kid, after a chess club meeting. They started talking about all the popular couples at school and speculating as to whether they were "doing it". Judy told him that you didn't have to be popular to get laid (she used the "f" word being the trash mouth that she is) and then blurted out that she lost her virginity that summer. I would have been so embarrassed, but not Judy.
He defended his manhood and quickly disclaimed his virginity. Judy dared him to prove it. They climbed in the back seat and she quickly unzipped him. She used her hand to make him hard then told him to put on a condom. She slipped off her jeans and panties, swung her leg over Chet, placed his penis at her opening and lowered herself onto him. She told me he only lasted thirty-second before he grunted and emptied himself into his condom. Since he didn't have another condom, Judy made him finger her to a less than satisfying orgasm.
Judy was really horny. When they stopped to get a soda she saw Freddy, a tall skinny kid with zits. She ditched Chet and asked Freddy to take her for a ride. She asked him to pull behind a deserted building and coaxed him into the back seat. They started kissing. Judy rubbed her hand over his hardness, then slipped her jeans down to her knees. She guided his hand into her panties, moving his fingers up and down her slit until he got the rhythm. While Freddy was pumping his fingers in and out of her hole she unzipped him and pulled out what she described as a "monster penis", although she used different words.
Judy pumped her hand up and down his large organ. She said that she could barely wrap her fingers around it. He continued to pump his fingers in and out of her womanhood. She asked him if he had a condom, but he didn't. Judy decided she didn't care. She pulled off her jeans, straddled his lap and guided his "monster" into her steamy opening. She said she had to bounce up and down on him several times before she could feel him slide deep inside her. The pressure was too much for her. She lost control. Her whole body started shaking as she squealed and screeched uncontrollably. She said she could feel herself gushing like never before as he continued to plow deeper and deeper into her belly.
What she did next really shocked me. She climbed off him and put his large penis in her mouth. She said it stretched her lips, but she was eventually able to get about half of him in her mouth. She tried to remember how the girls in the video did it. Apparently she was successful. He only lasted a minute before shooting his stuff into her mouth. Judy told me there was so much of it that it spilled from her lips. Then she swallowed the rest. It sounded gross, but she said it tasted okay, and that it was a real turn-on to feel his stuff squirting in her mouth. Anyway, Judy invited Freddy over to her place this afternoon. She has a whole box of condoms and plans to put a big dent in it.
Oh, Diary, I could never be like Judy. I'm too shy. I'd do it with Shane in a heartbeat, but I don't think he'll ever ask me out. I guess Big Red will have to keep me satisfied, and I have to admit he's doing a pretty good job. Every morning when I wake up I take Big Red out of my bedside stand, rub him over my nipples and put him in my mouth. I even learned how to open my throat and swallow most of Big Red, just like the girls in the videos. After that I rub him across my mound and over my slit until I become wet enough to put him in me. Once Big Red is all the way in me I go wild slamming him in and out while rubbing my little nub with the other hand. It doesn't take long before I am gushing juice all over Big Red, my hand and the sheets.
Well, Diary, that's just the beginning of the day. Sometimes I have enough time to do it again after breakfast and before I have to leave for school. Since I almost always wear dresses (my mother thinks jeans make me look like a tramp), it's easy to slip my panties to the side and shove Big Red in my hole until I gush. Of course, this also means I have to go to school with damp panties.
If I'm not doing anything after school, I usually rush home and pleasure myself with Big Red before my parents get home. It's during these afternoon sessions that I get really nasty. First I take it into my mouth, pretending it belongs to Shane. I work it down my throat. Then I slip a hand between my legs and start rubbing myself through my panties, again pretending it's Shane doing it to me. I begin to gush almost immediately and have to take Big Red from my mouth as I gasp for air.
I remove my soaked panties and strip in front of the mirror on the back of my door. I love looking at my body and watching while I touch myself. I slip Big Red between my legs and start kissing myself. Well, Diary, that's when I get really nasty and start talking dirty just like the girls in the video. I say things like "shove your cock up my hot pussy" and "fuck me like a whore". I yell at him to "fuck me harder" and "deeper". When I get ready to gush I yell out "Oh God, I'm cumming. fuck me. fuck me". The worst part is that I like talking dirty. It makes me even more excited.
The other thing I really like is watching Big Red slide in and out of my cunt (oh, Diary, I hope you don't mind my using words like this - it'll be our secret). After doing - fucking - myself standing, I pull a chair up to the mirror and lift my legs up in the air. I can see my pussy open wide and glistening among the soft brown curls surrounding it. I use my fingers to open it and watch my little nub stand up. I pull out Big Red and rub him along my gash and over my clit until I'm all gooey. Then I watch as Big Red spreads my fleshy lips apart and enters my steamy hole. I shove it in deep and leave it there, swirling it around inside me. I can feel it deep in my belly and try to imagine how far inside me it is by looking at my stomach. Then I start fucking myself, changing the angle that I use to shove it in me. This time when I gush I can actually see the juice pouring from my cunt (God I love saying that) and dripping from Big Red and my fingers.
Of course, the last time I use Big Red each day is when I am in bed and the lights are out. I get on my stomach and do myself from behind. Then I hold it under me and bounce up and down on it until I explode. Sometimes I grease it up with baby oil and fuck my ass while I finger my clit. Usually I fall asleep right afterwards, but sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and do it again.
So, Diary, that is a typical sex filled day for me. The only problem is the lack of a man. Will I ever lose my virginity?
September 16
Dear Diary,
Two exciting things happened today. After Geometry class Shane came up and started talking to me. I did my usual blush and stutter, but he just kept talking about how smart I was and how difficult the class is for him. Finally, he asked if I could come over next Tuesday afternoon and help him study for the exam. I just nodded, too stunned to say anything. He said he'd meet me after school in the parking lot.
I was so excited that I was really looking forward to going home and having a long nasty session with Big Red. That's when the second thing happened. Judy cornered me after school and asked me to come over. She said she needed help with something really important. Well, when we got to her room she gave me a video camera. She said Freddy was coming over and she wanted me to tape them having sex. She said I could hide in the closet which had a perfect view of the bed. I was about to object when the doorbell rang.
I quickly hid in the closet before Freddy and Judy came into the room. They stopped in front of the bed. Judy threw her hands around his neck, pressing her body against him and tongue kissing him. I put the camera to my eye and began taping. I played with the controls and was able to zoom in on their lips and tongues dancing with each other. I moved down their bodies and focused on her tight jeans. Her ass and hips were gyrating as she pressed her mound against him. He moved his hands down and cupped her cheeks, pulling her even tighter against him.
I zoomed out and watched her slide down his body until she was on her knees with her face pressed to his crotch. She unfastened his pants, pulling them down along with his Jockeys. I gasped as his monster was released from its prison. It was semi-hard and already as big as any I'd seen in the videos. Judy looked over at me and smiled. Keeping her eyes to the camera, she swirled her tongue around the bulbous head of his manhood before sucking it into her mouth.
I zoomed in on her face and watched him grow to full length between her lips. She kept sucking him trying to get more and more of him in her mouth. She was holding him with both hands and bouncing her head up and down over his shaft. He put his hands on the back of her head and started grunting, saying things like "yeah, baby, suck my cock" and "oh shit, here it comes". I could see him swell even bigger just as he let out a loud roar. Judy pulled him from her mouth and got blasted as his stuff shot up her nose and into her eye. She opened her mouth and stuck out her tongue. White goo kept squirting from his penis into her mouth and all over her tongue. When he was finished she swallowed it, then wiped her face with her fingers and licked them clean.
I had a hard time holding the camera steady. When he started shooting his goo all over Judy my pussy began to gush. I wasn't even touching myself. After she finished licking her fingers I put my hand between my legs to rub myself. My panties were soaked. I shuddered with a mini orgasm.
Judy told Freddy to take off his pants and get on the bed. His penis was lying on his stomach. Judy said she was going to do a little dance for him. Well, she put on quite a strip tease show and I taped the whole thing. Even though she's real skinny with small tits, she made it very sexy. She was dancing as much for the camera as for Freddy. When she peeled off her panties she stood right in front of the closet and bent over with her legs spread. I got a real good close-up of her bright red hairy pussy hanging under the cheeks of her ass. Then she reached between her legs and spread her pussy with her fingers so I could tape her juicy red lips.
While she was dancing Freddy's cock began to grow. I taped it as it moved along his stomach and began to straighten. When Judy was finished stripping, she climbed up on the bed with Freddy, then swung her leg over his head and lowered her hairy pussy to his face. He licked his tongue across her gash and shoved it up her hole, clamping his mouth over her mound. She ground her pussy against him and started pinching her puffy little nipples. I zoomed in on his mouth and tongue making love to her juicy gash. Judy started humping faster, and then squealed loudly as her pussy started gushing. I could see her juices dripping onto his chin and running down his cheeks.
Freddy's cock had grown to full length and was angled up from his body. Judy leaned forward and slipped it between her lips while keeping her pussy pressed to his mouth. They munched on each other like this for several minutes. It was so hot that I just had to touch myself. I kept taping while I slipped a hand into my panties and started fingering my clit. It didn't take long before I was gushing again. This time I had to bite my lip to keep from squealing out loud.
Judy pulled the box of rubbers from the bedside stand and unrolled one over Freddy's sizable cock. She straddled him with her knees and wedged the head of his monster between the lips of her pussy. She moved his cock back and forth across her gash and over her clit. It was quite a view from the closet where I was taping. The entire length of his cock was visible as it poked up into the hairy patch just below her ass cheeks. Slowly she sank down on it and I watched it disappear inside her. She lifted up and slammed back down on his throbbing manhood over and over, impaling herself deeper and increasing the pace on each thrust.
Judy leaned forward against Freddy and reached back with her hands, digging her fingers into the cheeks of her ass. I zoomed in and watched her pink asshole bounce up and down as his shaft slid in and out of her pussy. Every time she lifted up I could see the lips of her cunt gripping his rubber-covered cock tightly. She was really hot. His shaft glistened with her juices that were already spreading onto her thighs and over her asshole (god, I can't believe I'm using these words so freely). She had to be close to an orgasm. When I heard her scream and saw her clawing at the bed I knew I was right.
Next she had him fuck her dog style while she faced towards me. Although I couldn't see his cock slide in and out of her, I was able to capture her expressions of pleasure. She seemed to be in a steady state of orgasm. Her whole body shook each time he slammed into her. She was gasping for air and squealing with pleasure. Her eyes looked desperate. Then I heard him grunt and zoomed out. Judy collapsed onto her stomach screaming at the top of her lungs as he continued thrusting into her. I could see his cock thrusting up and down between her ass cheeks. He was on his knees above her with his arms to her sides propping up his upper body. He grunted repeatedly as he emptied himself into the condom buried deep in her belly.
I was desperate. My pussy needed a good thrashing but all I had was my fingers. Fortunately, Freddy finally rolled off Judy and left for the bathroom with the cum filled rubber hanging from his half limp cock. I rushed out of the closet and told Judy I needed the blue monster. Instead, she pulled out a 12-inch flesh colored rubber penis with grooves on the side. I sat on the bed pulled my panties to the side and fucked myself crazy until a huge orgasm came crashing down on me. I nearly blacked out. Judy started shaking me and said Freddy was coming back. I pulled the crotch of my panties over the end of the rubber penis and staggered back into the closet just in time.
Freddy ended up fucking her twice more that afternoon. I got a lot of good views of his cock sliding in and out of her pussy from all kinds of different angles. I think the nastiest was when she rode him facing me while squatting over him. Her pussy lips were spread wide among her hairy red curls. I could see her clit protruding from her cunt. Watching his huge cock disappear into her belly, and the desperate expression of pleasure on her face just added to the sexuality of the picture in front of me.
After they finished fucking, Judy sucked his cock for at least twenty minutes before he finally unloaded one last time. She let the cum drool from her mouth and drip from her chin right in front of the camera. I had the rubber penis deep in my own cunt and had several more good cums. My panties were a mess when I finally left for home two hours later.
Judy let me keep the rubber penis, which I named Shane, and I went home and fucked myself silly. I even took a long hot bath where I used Big Red and Shane at the same time to fuck my pussy and ass. Now I'm getting ready for bed and think I'll do a double again before I fall asleep.
September 21
Dear Diary,
I thought this day would never arrive. I have so much to tell you that I hardly know where to start. Since I knew that Shane had invited me over to study, I dressed very carefully. First I put on some sexy underwear that I kept hidden from my mom. My bra and panties were matching blue silk which accentuated my breasts, ass and mound (Diary, I'm just going to call it a pussy after what happened today - I hope you don't mind). I put on a white miniskirt with a sleeveless yellow top. I spent a long time on my hair and make-up until everything was perfect.
I decided to forego my usual workout with Big Red that morning. It was hard to keep from touching myself during the day. My pussy missed the regular stimulation it normally received. By the end of the school day my body was overcharged with sexual energy. I met Shane at his car after school and we drove to his house. On the way he told me some funny stories and I laughed nervously. He told me to relax, but my stomach was in knots.
No one was home at Shane's. We put our books on the kitchen table and he made a snack. I couldn't eat. He kept trying to get me to relax by telling jokes, but he was failing miserably. I knew I was about to blow it once again and wouldn't get another chance. I told him I couldn't stay too late and we should get started.
Shane pulled a chair right up next to me at the kitchen table. As I started walking him through some problems, he scooted even closer. His thigh pressed against mine and I could feel it burning into my skin. I felt my nipples getting hard and my pussy getting gooey. Then, as I was leaning over the table to show him an example in the book, he put his forearms on the table parallel to the edge and leaned forward to watch. Well his elbow pressed against the side of my breast. My head started spinning and I began to stammer. He turned to look at me, only this time I could feel his elbow pressing harder into my breast. He moved his face closer, looking into my eyes. This time he moved his elbow in small circles gently massaging my left tit.
Our lips met. My mouth responded automatically, opening to his tongue. He dropped the arm pressing my breast until his hand rested on my bare thigh. With his free hand he cupped my other breast, gently squeezing and rubbing it with his fingers. He started sliding his other hand up my leg extending his fingers down the inside of my thigh. I spread my legs, opening myself to his touch. It was almost like I was dreaming. My body just responded as though it had been trained for precisely this moment.
My pussy was on fire and I knew I was going to explode at any moment. Shane slid his hand under my top and into my bra so he could feel my bare tit. His thumb and forefinger found my nipple. That was all it took to send me over the edge. He pressed his hand into my pussy just as I exploded. I started humping against his fingers, lifting my ass off the chair while juices poured out of me and drenched my panties. I was gasping for air and biting my lip as my body thrashed about. My orgasm must have lasted a good thirty seconds before I was able to catch my breath.
I was totally embarrassed and felt like running from the house. Shane pulled me to him and hugged me saying really sweet things to me until I felt better. Then he got me a glass of water. We were standing in the kitchen when he put his hand on my cheek and asked if he could kiss me. Before I could react he leaned forward and our lips met. His hands went around my waist and he pulled my body tight against his.
Once again my body took control. His gentle kiss turned passionate as our tongues lashed out at each other through our open mouths. Our bodies ground together and I could feel his hardness pressing into my lower belly. His hands moved down over the cheeks of my ass while I straddled his leg, rubbing my pussy mound against his muscular thigh.
I wanted him to fuck me so badly, but I was afraid to make the first move. I felt his hands move up my back lifting my blouse. I raised my arms and let him remove it and drop it to the floor. Then he reached in front of me and unsnapped my bra while staring into my eyes. He dropped my bra onto my blouse. He pushed me away and stared at my naked breasts. He told me they were beautiful. I could feel the pressure of my engorged nipples puffed out and pointing upwards. When he reached out and touched them I gasped and thought I was going to have another orgasm. I stayed right on the edge while he gently fondled me and rubbed my sensitive nipples. When he leaned over and sucked my tit into his mouth I lost it. I grabbed his head and squealed out loud as my pussy gushed into my panties in a short but intense orgasm.
Shane ripped off his shirt and pulled my naked breasts to his muscular chest. We resumed our kissing. He wedged his hand between us pressing his hand into my pussy through my skirt. I started moaning as I humped against his fingers. With his other hand he unzipped my skirt. We pulled apart briefly to let it drop to the floor. I was naked except for my sandals and blue panties with a dark wet spot over my slit.
We resumed kissing. Shane slipped his hand into the back of my panties, spreading his fingers across my ass cheeks and pushing his middle finger down my crack. He reached down under me until his fingers slid over my hairy mound and the tip of his finger found the steamy folds of my womanhood. Several fingers rubbed across my slit before disappearing inside me. I was on fire, moaning heavily and humping myself on his fingers which plunged in and out of me.
I was getting ready to cum again but wanted something more inside me. I reached down and grabbed the hard bulge in his jeans, rubbing my hand up and down its length. Then someone else started talking, but the sounds were coming from my mouth.
"Fuck me, Shane. Fuck me right now. I need your cock in me. Hurry. Please."
In a flash he unfastened his jeans and pulled out an eight-inch cock. I quickly shed my panties. He spun me around so my back was against the counter. He bent at the knees and placed the tip of his cock against my steamy opening. I pressed down against him at the same time he thrust upward. I felt his cock bury itself deep inside me. When he started to fuck me I had another orgasm. I clenched the edge of the counter and threw my head back, grunting, gasping and squealing as I came in waves. He grabbed my hips and continued pounding my pussy, which was gushing all over his cock and making a mess of our pubic hair.
When I finally caught my breath Shane pulled out of me and asked if I was on birth control. When I said no he said we should go back to his room so he could get some protection. Once again some other person started speaking through my mouth.
"I've got a better idea. Let me suck your cock. You can cum in my mouth."
I squatted in front of him and quickly put my lips around his glistening manhood. I was gentle at first, not sure how a real cock would compare to Big Red. I gained more confidence when it seemed like he was enjoying it. I swirled my tongue all over the head as I bobbed up and down on him. I took him into my throat, a little at first but then more and more until my mouth was pressed to his pubic hair on each thrust. Sometimes I would hold him deep inside me and use my throat muscles to stimulate him.
Sucking him was getting me excited again. I started rubbing my pussy while I continued bobbing up and down on his cock. I began to moan as my excitement level rose. Shane put his hands on the back of my head and literally fucked his cock in and out of my mouth. I was getting close to another orgasm when I felt him swell. A warm, sweet tasting liquid splashed against the back of my throat. He kept squirting and squirting, filling up my mouth with his creamy fluid.
While he was still pumping cum into my mouth my orgasm began. My pussy started to gush and I gasped for air. I was unable to keep him in my mouth. I felt something warm splash against the side of my face. His cum drooled freely from my lips, dripping from my chin onto my tits. My fingers were working my clit as my pussy continued to twitch and gush. I had to sit down on the floor until my orgasm subsided and I was able to catch my breath.
I actually liked the taste of his cum and swallowed what was left in my mouth, then licked my lips. I looked up at him and started rubbing the rest of his cum into my tits as though it was hand lotion. All sense of embarrassment was gone. Oh Diary, I felt like such a slut, but I was loving every second.
Shane said we should go back to his room where it would be more comfortable. Shane stripped off the rest of his clothes and we walked back to his room stark naked, kissing and fondling along the way. I didn't feel the least bit of shame.
Once in his room he asked me to sit on the edge of the bed. He dropped to his knees and spread my legs. He scooted between them and pulled my lips to his. As we kissed he fondled my breasts. He trailed his lips down my neck, then across my breast and over my nipple. His tongue flicked across the swollen tip sending flashes of pleasure through me. He sucked me into his mouth, massaging my nipple with his tongue while fondling my other breast with his fingers. He moved his mouth over my other nipple for a repeat performance.
When he was finished sucking my tits, Shane pushed me back on the bed and started kissing down my stomach. I realized I was about to get my pussy eaten. Oh god, Diary, I had seen it done so many times on the video but it was the one thing I couldn't practice with Big Red. When his tongue flicked across my pussy lips and over my clit I thought my head would explode. He opened his mouth and clamped it over my pussy, sucking on it while he fucked me with his tongue.
I grabbed the back of his head and started humping his face just before the dam released. I squeezed my nipples and screamed out loud as my body thrashed about in a tremendous orgasm. Shane lapped up the juices as they poured from my cunt. I must have thrashed about and screamed out for a good minute before I was able to regain control. I felt drained afterward as I lay there catching my breath. Shane climbed up next to me and held me. We just lay there gently kissing and hugging.
I looked down and realized his penis was fully erect. I curled my fingers around it and started stroking it slowly. Then I lowered my head and put him in my mouth. After sucking him for several minutes, Shane handed me a condom. I slipped it over the head of his cock and rolled it down the shaft. I swung my leg over him, guided his cock to my steamy cunt and slowly impaled myself onto him. I leaned forward and started thrusting my ass up and down, repeatedly impaling myself on his cock and grinding my pussy hard against him on each downstroke.
Shane was squeezing my tits and pinching my nipples. I closed my eyes and had visions of the video, which showed a close-up of a girl's ass and cunt as she rode the cock that slid in and out of her. A series of small orgasms washed over me. I was squealing and gasping as I continued ride his cock into bliss.
Shane rolled me off him and mounted me from the top. I wrapped my arms and legs around him as he slipped his cock back into my steamy cunt. I could feel him deep in my gut every time he slammed into my juicy hole. I was out of control as one orgasm followed another. Trash started spewing from my mouth as I begged him to do all kinds of nasty things to my pussy. Shane increased his tempo and was slamming me hard when he grunted loudly and filled his condom while his cock was deep in my belly.
He finally pulled out as his cock began to deflate. I reached down and removed the condom, letting the cum drain onto his cock and balls. I lowered my head and cleaned him with my lips and tongue. I stayed there kissing and licking his deflated penis until it finally began to stir with new life. Shane pulled my legs over his head and started munching and licking my cunt. I continued sucking his cock until it was fully erect and ready for more action.
I rolled another condom over its length, and then crawled forward until I could stuff it back in my cunt. This angle applied new pressure to my pussy sending me into another prolonged series of orgasms. I wanted more so I reached behind and shoved my middle finger up my ass. By this time I was really out of control and cumming in buckets. Shane pushed me forward onto my knees, and then entered me from behind. He shoved two fingers up my ass as he hammered my pussy with his cock. I was squealing and screaming with pleasure, totally out of control. I vaguely remember begging him to fuck me in the ass. He pressed me face down on the bed, straddled my legs, spread my cheeks and guided his cock against my asshole. He entered me slowly and buried himself deep in my bowels. Soon he was fucking my asshole hard and fast. I reached between my legs and rubbed my clit until another orgasm washed over me. Shane continued to hammer me until my orgasm finally subsided.
I begged him to cum in my mouth again. He pulled out and removed his condom while I rolled onto my back. He straddled my tits, waving his throbbing manhood in my face. I opened my mouth and he just slid in, fucking my face as though it were a cunt. I wrapped my hand around his cock and used my tongue to stimulate him. It paid off several minutes later when his cock swelled and gushed several generous squirts of cum into my mouth. This time I swallowed it all, then continued to suck him until he was fully drained.
It was getting late so Shane drove me home before my parents arrived. When he kissed me goodbye in the driveway, things got out of control and we ended up in another groping and fondling session. I had his cock in my hand and he had two fingers in me when I decided I needed more. I swung my leg over his lap and guided him into my pussy. I rode him hard right there in the front seat in broad daylight. When he slipped a finger up my ass I started gushing all over his cock as my body shook with a huge orgasm. I felt something warm spreading through my cunt and realized he had just cum inside me. I didn't care at that point. I climbed off him, kissed him on the cheek and ran into the house with his cum streaming down my legs.
I should be all right since I just had my period a few days ago, but I gave myself a good douche anyway.
September 23
Dear Diary,
After losing my virginity to Shane, I was nervous about going back to school. I wasn't sure what to say to him, and I thought everyone would be able to tell I wasn't a virgin anymore just by looking at me. Well, Judy knew because I called her and described every last detail. Then she told me about doing it with two guys at the same time. We both fingered ourselves crazy exchanging sex stories. When I showed up at school, Shane was really nice and made me laugh putting me at ease for the rest of the day. He asked if I wanted to come over again to "study" together. Well I had chores to do at home so I invited him to come to my house, only we had to park on the next street and sneak in the back door so the neighbors wouldn't see. Anyway, as I was starting the wash he came up behind me, putting his hands over my breasts, and pressed himself into my bottom. He kissed my neck and nibbled on my ear sending shivers through my body. When he put his hand inside my blouse and pinched my nipple I started gushing in my panties. He knew what he had done because he heard me squeal as I bit my lip.
The next thing I knew he had lifted my skirt, pulled the damp crotch of my panties aside and pressed his engorged manhood into my steamy opening from behind. I tilted my butt in the air and felt him slide deep inside me. It didn't take long for my next orgasm to begin. This one didn't stop and I kept gasping for air and clutching at anything I could grab. Juices poured from me until I could feel them trickling down my leg. I was in a daze when Shane grunted and began squirting semen into my belly. He kept slamming into me with hard jerky thrusts, shooting jets of hot cum into my twitching pussy over and over again. I started to overflow and felt his stuff streaming down my leg. When he finished he stayed inside me as he slowly deflated, squeezing my tits and pinching my nipples. I had another orgasm and felt my pussy squeeze his cock in a series of small spasms. This caused another flood of juices to gush from me.
Needless to say my panties were a mess so I removed them and added them to the wash. I turned around and Shane unbuttoned my blouse, then unsnapped my bra freeing my tits for him to fondle and kiss. We continued to kiss and touch each other in the laundry room until he had me cumming again with his fingers.
We went into the kitchen for a drink. I told him he had to use a condom next time so I wouldn't get pregnant. He said he had a better idea, then took off his pants, hopped up on the counter and sprayed whipped cream all over his penis. He told me it was time for my after-school snack. I dove right in, cleaning him with my tongue and sucking him into my mouth. He started to grow and was soon fully erect. I took him into my throat and fondled his balls.
I thought he wanted to cum in my mouth and was working hard to make it happen when he pulled my head away and ordered me to stand with my legs spread and my hands on the counter. He pulled a stick of butter from the refrigerator and rotated it into my asshole. Then he rubbed it all over his cock. He spread my cheeks, and then I felt the tip of his cock press against my sphincter. He teased me until I begged him to shove it in my ass. He rammed it all the way in with three quick thrusts, then began rapidly slamming all the way in and out.
I fingered myself to several orgasms while he continued fucking my ass. About ten minutes later he grabbed my hips and roared out loud and filled my bowels with several squirts of cum. He finally pulled out. Diary, that's when I did something you're going to think is really disgusting, but I was too hyped with passion to care. I dropped to my knees and took him into my mouth squeezing the last few drops from his cock, then kissing and licking it as it slowly deflated.
We fucked one more time on the couch - this time with a condom - and then I asked him to leave so I could finish my chores. Well, instead of leave he offered to help me with the chores if I promised to go out with him on Saturday. I told him he'd have to meet my parents first. Anyway, as an extra reward I gave him a blowjob on the back porch as he was leaving. He was pretty well drained and it took me twenty minutes to make him cum. I swallowed it all, then kissed him goodbye. My jaw muscles were really sore when I woke up this morning.
After they finished fucking, Judy sucked his cock for at least twenty minutes before he finally unloaded one last time. She let the cum drool from her mouth and drip from her chin right in front of the camera. I had the rubber penis deep in my own cunt and had several more good cums. My panties were a mess when I finally left for home two hours later.
Judy let me keep the rubber penis, which I named Shane, and I went home and fucked myself silly. I even took a long hot bath where I used Big Red and Shane at the same time to fuck my pussy and ass. Now I'm getting ready for bed and think I'll do a double again before I fall asleep.
September 21
Dear Diary,
I thought this day would never arrive. I have so much to tell you that I hardly know where to start. Since I knew that Shane had invited me over to study, I dressed very carefully. First I put on some sexy underwear that I kept hidden from my mom. My bra and panties were matching blue silk which accentuated my breasts, ass and mound (Diary, I'm just going to call it a pussy after what happened today - I hope you don't mind). I put on a white miniskirt with a sleeveless yellow top. I spent a long time on my hair and make-up until everything was perfect.
I decided to forego my usual workout with Big Red that morning. It was hard to keep from touching myself during the day. My pussy missed the regular stimulation it normally received. By the end of the school day my body was overcharged with sexual energy. I met Shane at his car after school and we drove to his house. On the way he told me some funny stories and I laughed nervously. He told me to relax, but my stomach was in knots.
No one was home at Shane's. We put our books on the kitchen table and he made a snack. I couldn't eat. He kept trying to get me to relax by telling jokes, but he was failing miserably. I knew I was about to blow it once again and wouldn't get another chance. I told him I couldn't stay too late and we should get started.
Shane pulled a chair right up next to me at the kitchen table. As I started walking him through some problems, he scooted even closer. His thigh pressed against mine and I could feel it burning into my skin. I felt my nipples getting hard and my pussy getting gooey. Then, as I was leaning over the table to show him an example in the book, he put his forearms on the table parallel to the edge and leaned forward to watch. Well his elbow pressed against the side of my breast. My head started spinning and I began to stammer. He turned to look at me, only this time I could feel his elbow pressing harder into my breast. He moved his face closer, looking into my eyes. This time he moved his elbow in small circles gently massaging my left tit.
Our lips met. My mouth responded automatically, opening to his tongue. He dropped the arm pressing my breast until his hand rested on my bare thigh. With his free hand he cupped my other breast, gently squeezing and rubbing it with his fingers. He started sliding his other hand up my leg extending his fingers down the inside of my thigh. I spread my legs, opening myself to his touch. It was almost like I was dreaming. My body just responded as though it had been trained for precisely this moment.
My pussy was on fire and I knew I was going to explode at any moment. Shane slid his hand under my top and into my bra so he could feel my bare tit. His thumb and forefinger found my nipple. That was all it took to send me over the edge. He pressed his hand into my pussy just as I exploded. I started humping against his fingers, lifting my ass off the chair while juices poured out of me and drenched my panties. I was gasping for air and biting my lip as my body thrashed about. My orgasm must have lasted a good thirty seconds before I was able to catch my breath.
I was totally embarrassed and felt like running from the house. Shane pulled me to him and hugged me saying really sweet things to me until I felt better. Then he got me a glass of water. We were standing in the kitchen when he put his hand on my cheek and asked if he could kiss me. Before I could react he leaned forward and our lips met. His hands went around my waist and he pulled my body tight against his.
Once again my body took control. His gentle kiss turned passionate as our tongues lashed out at each other through our open mouths. Our bodies ground together and I could feel his hardness pressing into my lower belly. His hands moved down over the cheeks of my ass while I straddled his leg, rubbing my pussy mound against his muscular thigh.
I wanted him to fuck me so badly, but I was afraid to make the first move. I felt his hands move up my back lifting my blouse. I raised my arms and let him remove it and drop it to the floor. Then he reached in front of me and unsnapped my bra while staring into my eyes. He dropped my bra onto my blouse. He pushed me away and stared at my naked breasts. He told me they were beautiful. I could feel the pressure of my engorged nipples puffed out and pointing upwards. When he reached out and touched them I gasped and thought I was going to have another orgasm. I stayed right on the edge while he gently fondled me and rubbed my sensitive nipples. When he leaned over and sucked my tit into his mouth I lost it. I grabbed his head and squealed out loud as my pussy gushed into my panties in a short but intense orgasm.
Shane ripped off his shirt and pulled my naked breasts to his muscular chest. We resumed our kissing. He wedged his hand between us pressing his hand into my pussy through my skirt. I started moaning as I humped against his fingers. With his other hand he unzipped my skirt. We pulled apart briefly to let it drop to the floor. I was naked except for my sandals and blue panties with a dark wet spot over my slit.
We resumed kissing. Shane slipped his hand into the back of my panties, spreading his fingers across my ass cheeks and pushing his middle finger down my crack. He reached down under me until his fingers slid over my hairy mound and the tip of his finger found the steamy folds of my womanhood. Several fingers rubbed across my slit before disappearing inside me. I was on fire, moaning heavily and humping myself on his fingers which plunged in and out of me.
I was getting ready to cum again but wanted something more inside me. I reached down and grabbed the hard bulge in his jeans, rubbing my hand up and down its length. Then someone else started talking, but the sounds were coming from my mouth.
"Fuck me, Shane. Fuck me right now. I need your cock in me. Hurry. Please."
In a flash he unfastened his jeans and pulled out an eight-inch cock. I quickly shed my panties. He spun me around so my back was against the counter. He bent at the knees and placed the tip of his cock against my steamy opening. I pressed down against him at the same time he thrust upward. I felt his cock bury itself deep inside me. When he started to fuck me I had another orgasm. I clenched the edge of the counter and threw my head back, grunting, gasping and squealing as I came in waves. He grabbed my hips and continued pounding my pussy, which was gushing all over his cock and making a mess of our pubic hair.
When I finally caught my breath Shane pulled out of me and asked if I was on birth control. When I said no he said we should go back to his room so he could get some protection. Once again some other person started speaking through my mouth.
"I've got a better idea. Let me suck your cock. You can cum in my mouth."
I squatted in front of him and quickly put my lips around his glistening manhood. I was gentle at first, not sure how a real cock would compare to Big Red. I gained more confidence when it seemed like he was enjoying it. I swirled my tongue all over the head as I bobbed up and down on him. I took him into my throat, a little at first but then more and more until my mouth was pressed to his pubic hair on each thrust. Sometimes I would hold him deep inside me and use my throat muscles to stimulate him.
Sucking him was getting me excited again. I started rubbing my pussy while I continued bobbing up and down on his cock. I began to moan as my excitement level rose. Shane put his hands on the back of my head and literally fucked his cock in and out of my mouth. I was getting close to another orgasm when I felt him swell. A warm, sweet tasting liquid splashed against the back of my throat. He kept squirting and squirting, filling up my mouth with his creamy fluid.
While he was still pumping cum into my mouth my orgasm began. My pussy started to gush and I gasped for air. I was unable to keep him in my mouth. I felt something warm splash against the side of my face. His cum drooled freely from my lips, dripping from my chin onto my tits. My fingers were working my clit as my pussy continued to twitch and gush. I had to sit down on the floor until my orgasm subsided and I was able to catch my breath.
I actually liked the taste of his cum and swallowed what was left in my mouth, then licked my lips. I looked up at him and started rubbing the rest of his cum into my tits as though it was hand lotion. All sense of embarrassment was gone. Oh Diary, I felt like such a slut, but I was loving every second.
Shane said we should go back to his room where it would be more comfortable. Shane stripped off the rest of his clothes and we walked back to his room stark naked, kissing and fondling along the way. I didn't feel the least bit of shame.
Once in his room he asked me to sit on the edge of the bed. He dropped to his knees and spread my legs. He scooted between them and pulled my lips to his. As we kissed he fondled my breasts. He trailed his lips down my neck, then across my breast and over my nipple. His tongue flicked across the swollen tip sending flashes of pleasure through me. He sucked me into his mouth, massaging my nipple with his tongue while fondling my other breast with his fingers. He moved his mouth over my other nipple for a repeat performance.
When he was finished sucking my tits, Shane pushed me back on the bed and started kissing down my stomach. I realized I was about to get my pussy eaten. Oh god, Diary, I had seen it done so many times on the video but it was the one thing I couldn't practice with Big Red. When his tongue flicked across my pussy lips and over my clit I thought my head would explode. He opened his mouth and clamped it over my pussy, sucking on it while he fucked me with his tongue.
I grabbed the back of his head and started humping his face just before the dam released. I squeezed my nipples and screamed out loud as my body thrashed about in a tremendous orgasm. Shane lapped up the juices as they poured from my cunt. I must have thrashed about and screamed out for a good minute before I was able to regain control. I felt drained afterward as I lay there catching my breath. Shane climbed up next to me and held me. We just lay there gently kissing and hugging.
I looked down and realized his penis was fully erect. I curled my fingers around it and started stroking it slowly. Then I lowered my head and put him in my mouth. After sucking him for several minutes, Shane handed me a condom. I slipped it over the head of his cock and rolled it down the shaft. I swung my leg over him, guided his cock to my steamy cunt and slowly impaled myself onto him. I leaned forward and started thrusting my ass up and down, repeatedly impaling myself on his cock and grinding my pussy hard against him on each downstroke.
Shane was squeezing my tits and pinching my nipples. I closed my eyes and had visions of the video, which showed a close-up of a girl's ass and cunt as she rode the cock that slid in and out of her. A series of small orgasms washed over me. I was squealing and gasping as I continued ride his cock into bliss.
Shane rolled me off him and mounted me from the top. I wrapped my arms and legs around him as he slipped his cock back into my steamy cunt. I could feel him deep in my gut every time he slammed into my juicy hole. I was out of control as one orgasm followed another. Trash started spewing from my mouth as I begged him to do all kinds of nasty things to my pussy. Shane increased his tempo and was slamming me hard when he grunted loudly and filled his condom while his cock was deep in my belly.
He finally pulled out as his cock began to deflate. I reached down and removed the condom, letting the cum drain onto his cock and balls. I lowered my head and cleaned him with my lips and tongue. I stayed there kissing and licking his deflated penis until it finally began to stir with new life. Shane pulled my legs over his head and started munching and licking my cunt. I continued sucking his cock until it was fully erect and ready for more action.
I rolled another condom over its length, and then crawled forward until I could stuff it back in my cunt. This angle applied new pressure to my pussy sending me into another prolonged series of orgasms. I wanted more so I reached behind and shoved my middle finger up my ass. By this time I was really out of control and cumming in buckets. Shane pushed me forward onto my knees, and then entered me from behind. He shoved two fingers up my ass as he hammered my pussy with his cock. I was squealing and screaming with pleasure, totally out of control. I vaguely remember begging him to fuck me in the ass. He pressed me face down on the bed, straddled my legs, spread my cheeks and guided his cock against my asshole. He entered me slowly and buried himself deep in my bowels. Soon he was fucking my asshole hard and fast. I reached between my legs and rubbed my clit until another orgasm washed over me. Shane continued to hammer me until my orgasm finally subsided.
I begged him to cum in my mouth again. He pulled out and removed his condom while I rolled onto my back. He straddled my tits, waving his throbbing manhood in my face. I opened my mouth and he just slid in, fucking my face as though it were a cunt. I wrapped my hand around his cock and used my tongue to stimulate him. It paid off several minutes later when his cock swelled and gushed several generous squirts of cum into my mouth. This time I swallowed it all, then continued to suck him until he was fully drained.
It was getting late so Shane drove me home before my parents arrived. When he kissed me goodbye in the driveway, things got out of control and we ended up in another groping and fondling session. I had his cock in my hand and he had two fingers in me when I decided I needed more. I swung my leg over his lap and guided him into my pussy. I rode him hard right there in the front seat in broad daylight. When he slipped a finger up my ass I started gushing all over his cock as my body shook with a huge orgasm. I felt something warm spreading through my cunt and realized he had just cum inside me. I didn't care at that point. I climbed off him, kissed him on the cheek and ran into the house with his cum streaming down my legs.
I should be all right since I just had my period a few days ago, but I gave myself a good douche anyway.
September 23
Dear Diary,
After losing my virginity to Shane, I was nervous about going back to school. I wasn't sure what to say to him, and I thought everyone would be able to tell I wasn't a virgin anymore just by looking at me. Well, Judy knew because I called her and described every last detail. Then she told me about doing it with two guys at the same time. We both fingered ourselves crazy exchanging sex stories. When I showed up at school, Shane was really nice and made me laugh putting me at ease for the rest of the day. He asked if I wanted to come over again to "study" together. Well I had chores to do at home so I invited him to come to my house, only we had to park on the next street and sneak in the back door so the neighbors wouldn't see. Anyway, as I was starting the wash he came up behind me, putting his hands over my breasts, and pressed himself into my bottom. He kissed my neck and nibbled on my ear sending shivers through my body. When he put his hand inside my blouse and pinched my nipple I started gushing in my panties. He knew what he had done because he heard me squeal as I bit my lip.
The next thing I knew he had lifted my skirt, pulled the damp crotch of my panties aside and pressed his engorged manhood into my steamy opening from behind. I tilted my butt in the air and felt him slide deep inside me. It didn't take long for my next orgasm to begin. This one didn't stop and I kept gasping for air and clutching at anything I could grab. Juices poured from me until I could feel them trickling down my leg. I was in a daze when Shane grunted and began squirting semen into my belly. He kept slamming into me with hard jerky thrusts, shooting jets of hot cum into my twitching pussy over and over again. I started to overflow and felt his stuff streaming down my leg. When he finished he stayed inside me as he slowly deflated, squeezing my tits and pinching my nipples. I had another orgasm and felt my pussy squeeze his cock in a series of small spasms. This caused another flood of juices to gush from me.
Needless to say my panties were a mess so I removed them and added them to the wash. I turned around and Shane unbuttoned my blouse, then unsnapped my bra freeing my tits for him to fondle and kiss. We continued to kiss and touch each other in the laundry room until he had me cumming again with his fingers.
We went into the kitchen for a drink. I told him he had to use a condom next time so I wouldn't get pregnant. He said he had a better idea, then took off his pants, hopped up on the counter and sprayed whipped cream all over his penis. He told me it was time for my after-school snack. I dove right in, cleaning him with my tongue and sucking him into my mouth. He started to grow and was soon fully erect. I took him into my throat and fondled his balls.
I thought he wanted to cum in my mouth and was working hard to make it happen when he pulled my head away and ordered me to stand with my legs spread and my hands on the counter. He pulled a stick of butter from the refrigerator and rotated it into my asshole. Then he rubbed it all over his cock. He spread my cheeks, and then I felt the tip of his cock press against my sphincter. He teased me until I begged him to shove it in my ass. He rammed it all the way in with three quick thrusts, then began rapidly slamming all the way in and out.
I fingered myself to several orgasms while he continued fucking my ass. About ten minutes later he grabbed my hips and roared out loud and filled my bowels with several squirts of cum. He finally pulled out. Diary, that's when I did something you're going to think is really disgusting, but I was too hyped with passion to care. I dropped to my knees and took him into my mouth squeezing the last few drops from his cock, then kissing and licking it as it slowly deflated.
We fucked one more time on the couch - this time with a condom - and then I asked him to leave so I could finish my chores. Well, instead of leave he offered to help me with the chores if I promised to go out with him on Saturday. I told him he'd have to meet my parents first. Anyway, as an extra reward I gave him a blowjob on the back porch as he was leaving. He was pretty well drained and it took me twenty minutes to make him cum. I swallowed it all, then kissed him goodbye. My jaw muscles were really sore when I woke up this morning.
Diary of a Teenager (Ch. 02) follows......
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